Moody Songs

yeah~ I’m once again moody… Time for some depressing songs to bring it to saturation.

梁静茹:《彩虹》

坐在浴缸里   蓬蓬头
代替我哭泣   像下雨
其实我不知道   眼泪有没有流
就像这故事中   你有没有爱过我

虚弱的窗帘   留不住
房里的黑夜   也要走.
清晨唤醒了我   照亮昨夜的梦
一直到这时候   才开始有一点懂

你的爱就像彩虹   雨后的天空
绚烂却教人迷惑   蓝绿黄红
你的爱就像彩虹   我张开了手   却只能抱住风

你的爱就像彩虹   雨后的天空
绚烂却教人迷惑   你的轮廓
你的爱就像彩虹   我张开了手   却只能抱住风.

吻我离开我   你就像
出太阳下雨   难捉摸
越是努力揣摩   越是搞不懂
只好慢慢承认   这故事叫做错

一层一层   一层一层   一层一层   有一层层   的迷宫   我来不及回头
忽左忽右   忽上忽下   忽东忽西   忽前忽后   的折磨   都是你的捉弄

吻我离开我   你就像
出太阳下雨   难捉摸
越是努力挽留   越是一无所有
只有慢慢期待   雨后你的影踪

蔡健雅:《空白格》

其实很简单 其实很自然
两个人的爱由两人分担
其实并不难 是你太悲观
隔着一道墙不跟谁分享
不想让你为难
你不再需要给我个答案

我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说 总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格

也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘分

其实很简单 其实很自然
两个人的爱由两人分担
其实并不难 是你太悲观
隔着一道墙不跟说分享
不想让你为难

你不再需要给我个答案
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说 总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格

也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘分

我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说 总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格

也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘分

What do one do when one have nothing substantial to grasp onto? It’s as if one is drowning, and is waiting for a nonexistent(?) float to arrive. The positive ones will continue to tread water, because the happier memories and moments are worth the wait. Others choose to face the truth or reality and stop…

Other depressing thoughts

Sometimes I let myself wonder to the far future, where I am already old and ready to die. What age would that be? When would I have accomplished enough that I can just let go and leave without even a tingling yearn to stay? Or given that I am such a perfectionist, maybe this day would never come. My life would never be perfect enough for me to leave it as it would be.

And what happens to the people around me? I guess nothing would worry me more than my other half, the person if I am lucky enough to find, the person that makes me whole. I’ve tried imagining having the role reversed, when that half leaves earlier than me. It hurts so much even when it’s just pure imagination.

The Notebook… Away from Her… Movies involving old couples separating… Hmm… I guess I am not ready to face such stuffs in reality yet. What could possibly prepare me? I wonder…

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