Have you ever become obsessed about something? I for one, have been obsessed with so many stuffs in my life. I am obsessed with perfectionism, designs, observing and predicting group dynamics, blogging, presentations, movie effects, Apple, Pixar, Google… Me being a perfectionist, will not commit to anything until I am certain that I will have enough time/effort to spend on a new interest. And once I start something, it usually has my full devotion.
So somehow dance became part of my life.
Is this the first time you are __________ about my obsession with dance? It has happened several times but ironically I can’t put a word to describe the emotions. Are those tears of frustration that I sensed? Or is it a call for more care and attention? So while we are complete fit in all aspects, and I seriously mean all, I guess we have something not in common after all.
Sometimes I wonder if I blabber so much about Chinese Dance in the past too. Especially during periods before and after the performance.
Oh, and don’t assume that what I blogged or emailed represents my thoughts to the bone. There are so many things out there that I want to discuss about but time is something that I do not have now. Even this draft had been sitting there waiting for me to bring it to a close for a long time. But since you have already jumped the gun, I suppose the “你好就好” works too.
Days ago, there are times when I question myself if I had made the right decision.
The balance has been tipped.
You take care too.