变味

曾喝过过了期的牛奶吗?

我的外婆就曾经因为眼花而不小心给我一杯过期的牛奶喝。那第一口的牛奶是酸的,闻起来也怪怪的;一喝就知道是杯有问题的牛奶。

最近又亲身体验另一类的”过期牛奶”。它不用闻,不用品尝,更不用担心会拉肚子。这是用心去感应的,会让人懊恼,觉得不舒服的变味。回想起几个月前的兴奋与憧憬,现在全都消失了。剩下的感触却只有迷惘与失望。

癌细胞到底是何时出现的?到底是由什么事件造成的?好像得了末期癌症的事件以发展以达到无药可就的地步。怎么每个人那么容易发脾气?是累了还是对人有偏见还是觉得”people are not appreciative of my efforts”?

沟通好重要啊;但人永远是复杂的。有些会故意兜一大圈说大道理;有些口是心非原谅你;有些还不分青红皂白地发威。

乱啊、烦啊、累啊。。。

有时候会担心我部落格的读者是否会以为我在映射他或她或它自己。但清者自清,平时处事待人若小心一点,根本不用理会我的胡言乱语。这是我发泄的地盘。在我地盘这儿,你就得听我的。

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7 thoughts on “变味

  1. silly, dont be affected. your skills are def appreciated therefore ppl are concerned. you might wanna try looking at the big picture of things? hur, but for now, sch projs come first 😛
    Am sure you will have your own Fun and interesting experiences in Autumn Korea!!!
    whee!

  2. hur hur, in reply to wil, actually I wanted to discuss on how things can (sadly) change for the worse. just like how the flavor of milk changes with time. somehow I lost my focus in the middle of my ramblings. 😦

    am trying and will try not to be affected. in fact I believe I can hide my emotions rather well these few days~! so much for wanting to be true to myself…

  3. hey…. in future can try NOT to post in chinese….. Though I’m a Singaporean Chinese…. I do hav some difficulty in reading oso leh….. Write in ang moh leh….. PLS……

    And oso take more peektures of korean babes while u’re there…. Dun waste the opportunities….
    “What happens in Aurora, stays in Aurora….” heeheehee…..

  4. Hur hur… Peter~! You are actually using a quote from Bones (Season 1 Episode 4)~! Curiosity finally got the better of me and I went to Google your weird quote… Grr~

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